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Sunday, September 30, 2007


"cause you're different,
cause you're strange."

"you get to my heart,
i want you to know,
please, won't you stay?
i want you to stay,
you are indifferent..."

im going nuts at the moment now.

2 things basically:
maximum tune 3 ost
MELISSA

-=[ICE]=-


.CooL.1:53 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007


ok. today was the final day of my extended attachment with Prolink, and Prolink's last day at Boon Keng road.

FINALLY IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

after 3 days of clearing up the mess in the office, today was the finale of packing everything up and getting ready to move to new office.

2 more weeks of holidays until sch reopens.

got a nearly $1k paycheck(do not ask me to treat u to go makan or whatever, im saving up for quite alot of stuffs, Melissa included =D)

upcoming programme:
Clan mVp dinner at Bedok on Sunday
return maya her psp
go settle the bloody NS shit

other than that, im just chilling at home listening to MT3 OST and drifting away in carbon.

JIO ME OUT FOR MY HOLIDAYS PLS.

THANKS.

-=[ICE]=-


.CooL.2:00 AM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

WMMT3!

As discussed about the OST, you guys will be leeches XD

I just realised we're JAM -.-'''

Maybe we should become Team JAM - Saccharine Smile!

((Saccharine Smile is a great song from GFDM10th mix IIRC..great song..))

Okay, so I'm crazy. I'm blogging here instead of my own blog.

Thursday: Going for flute @ 2pm, then rushing back to work. Waiting for pay. I'd better GET SOME by tonight else I won't enjoy tomorrow. ZZZZZ.

Friday: 1130am going to Raffles to sign Internship Offer letter + give them my bank account number! Woot. 850! Woot.

After which, chiong to Suntec? or JEC better? Either way, I would need to change out first, then go la. Most likely going JEC. Will be going back to Clementi around 4.30pm to bring the guys to Mala Steamboat again!

Haix.

Can't wait for the OST. Can't wait to full tune my GDB-F.

I calculated le.

820-720 = 100HP <-- how much HP left till I full tune.
100/20 = 5 <-- this means I need to tune my car 5 times more.
5*2 = 10 <-- this is coz each winning game = 1/2 tuning points.
2 + (1*9) = 11 <-- 10 games = 11SGD (2 to start, 1 to cont)

11 SGD MORE ONLY LEHHH

That's if I win all the games la. T.T


.CooL.11:32 AM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007


I felt like writing a few lines. Here they are. I miss her.

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He looked at her in her pitiful state, but the emotion that leapt from his heart wasn't one of pity. Nor was it of hatred towards her actions so many years ago. Instead, he felt love as he had never felt since they broke up. Love towards the girl sitting on the street corner, selling matchsticks to make ends meet. Love towards the girl who had taken away his life so long ago. Love towards the only girl he had ever loved.

He walked towards her. She looked up.

"Excuse me, sir, would you like to..." The words died in her throat as recognition dawned on her face. Like him, she had never completely forgotten the one she loved. But unlike him, love was not the only emotion that flooded her being. Utter shame was the other. Shame at him witnessing her plight.

The warm smile on his face matched the horror that dawned on hers. She leapt to her feet and was about to run, when she felt strong arms holding onto her. But his grip was only as gentle as how he always used to hug her in the past. He held on, even as she cried out. Held on, even as she struggled. Held on, until she stopped struggling.

And then he turned her slowly to face him.

"Why..." She began, but he just pulled her towards him and hugged her. And in that hug, she knew that she had never truly lost his love, even when she gave hers up.

The two of them just stood there in each others' arms for the most of five minutes. In that embrace, he spoke to her of his life since that day, his feelings. His joys, his sorrows. And his greatest and only desire. When she opened her mouth to speak, he silenced her with a kiss. It didn't matter how filthy her lips were. To him, they were the same lips he last kissed. With one kiss, he took away all the regret she had endured.

And when they stood apart, it was not with the finality of an eternal seperation. It was with the bliss of beginning a new life. Together.

-F.E.-


.CooL.4:33 AM

Saturday, September 22, 2007


well, most of you guys over here know why i was so happy few days ago.

on 19th sept 07, i went to the bustop wait for bus to get me to clementi.

i saw my ex primary schoolmate, Melissa.

background of us was in primary 3 when both of us were in the same class. one day when she was standing by the window alone, i walk up to her and said 'i like you'. maybe that 3 words made her think that i was nuts or something.

back to present time. ok at the bustop, i see her and called her by her name, surprisingly she still remember my name. we talked about what we were doing in study/work.

this small conversation i had with her, makes me happy =D

number 19 rocks

oh, and something more. maybe i have said before, she was the 1st girl i ever confessed to. so yeah, very high chance of remembering her

-=[ICE]=-


.CooL.10:17 PM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007


I don't know any Nicole..

But that's obviously Linkin Park..DUH?

That song means a lot to me. Coz I was listening to it on repeat after J and I broke up - that was before I knew the real reason why he broke up with me.

And yes, I've got that entire song on my phone. And seriously, don't talk as if you don't know me, coz you ought to know by now I don't do things without a reason -.-'''

Sheesh -.-'''

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.CooL.10:24 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007


Lol Andrew, sorry man today many things on. I bought new jeans woo! Who wants to come down with me to collect sometime next week :D

@Michelle: WELCOME TO SINGAPORE *smirk*

Nicole, that's Leave Out All The Rest, Linkin Park. I converted into ringtone myself. You want? *smirk*

Oh, and my little lyrical rant there is... my own. Didn't copy from anyone. Not from any song. I just felt like writing and that came out. Comments?


.CooL.7:24 PM



"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me.
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest"


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.CooL.3:38 PM



screw ID4, and play MT3 maya-chan.

u got alot more friends who are playing MT3 instead of ur ex who plays ID4.

bloody expensive, super fake car movement, handling like wtf.

now u know why i didnt like ID in the 1st place =D

ytd night, i was bored to nuts that i went to JE and play TC4. half way through, Ghim Yong, who was my classmate in sec sch, told me that the rest of sec sch gang were upstairs playing CS.

i finished the game, went up and joined them for some headshot-ing sessions. after that i head took a nap then woke up 9 in the night, go into carbon and created a Mistubitshi Evo 9, the 1 which im driving in MT3 and started racing Wangan style.lol

today going to vivo for some shopping and movie. anybody wanna join?

and Michelle! welcome back to singapore! lol

-=[ICE]=-


.CooL.12:52 PM



You were there for me
When the sun shone, when the rain fell
You were there for me
When i braved the fears i couldn't tell

Not once did you leave
Through the times past we had
Sticking beside me no matter
Through the times good or bad

I made my mistakes
I didn't hear a word you said
I left you no choice
But to let all that was us fade

We've walked apart since then
So long has passed
But should you need me again
You only need ask

For what i've been through
The hurt you left behind
It's only made me realize
You're who i want to find

-F.E.-

"For her, even though she'll probably never see this."


.CooL.2:13 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Ahem

Since no one has been blogging on TTL, I think it's time for me to review on my last trip to the arcade @ Bugis.

It was Monday, and I travelled to Bugis alone after having dinner with Regrets, FE and FE's friend =P

(edited coz FE was making a big angry fuss about it...XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD)

It was not how well or poorly I did at the arcade, but rather how I felt when I was playing. Strange how I can happily enter DBG's arcade and play all by myself (maybe I've been conditioned because I have studied both inside and outside the arcade alone before. It's a..copycat of HZH-san, I guess) but I can't do the same with Bugis. Maybe it's coz I feel more lost in Bugis without my friends, maybe it's coz you don't exactly find the same intensity that players play with at Bugis as compared to DBG.

So on Monday I felt pretty down (and yes, Regrets has a point that I was pretty tired..*thinks back to what he said*) and pretty unhappy with my OR2SPHAGB score, even though I've played twice.

Sorry to FE-san, but I don't think I'll be playing P2 on OR2SP anymore. Steering's way off...I let go of the wheel, it goes to the right. I think we all should thank the prick for it.

*sighs*

Right now, I can't decide to play WMMT3 or ID4. Is it true that if your car in WMMT3 is tuned higher than another person's, you will win?

ID4 is so darn ex. WMMT3 has stupid kids who jerk the wheels.

I don't have a friend who plays ID4. Rather, no one in my circle of arcade friends seem to play ID4. HAIX.

So difficult.


.CooL.10:19 AM

Sunday, September 2, 2007


*thoughtful*

Soloing the mission was..fun?

Maybe I was too harsh on him.

Transcript sent to appropriate personnel for reading.

I didn't feel harsh at all.

Maybe it was because he didn't reply much.

Was I too scathing?

No. I don't think so.

It's a good thing he has changed.

But from what I have heard, you guys may soon be irritated by him asking so many questions XD

Oh well.


EDIT:
Mission Ego Smasher status: Success.



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XDDDDDD


.CooL.9:49 PM